Maybe this is messed up, but it takes conflict for me to be clear headed. No idea why, but for whatever reason, when I see others delusional AF and fighting over nonsense– I snap into ruthless practicality.
It’s in these moments, when I should be in turmoil– that all I have is peak wisdom and understanding.
But I got it.
Even if only temporarily, I need this to stay with me.
I’m rich.
I’m rich with opportunity, health, and freedom. I’m rich with life. Yeah, I want a lot more of it– but it’s not a change thing at this point, it’s just scale.
My problem is I haven’t learned to enjoy it as I got it, and that’ll be a focus for this new year.
We have shit attitudes because we see things wrong. Like we’re wearing sunglasses indoors and then wonder why everything’s so dark??
It isn’t– you’re just the weirdo who never looks people in the eyes.
But if I really knew and embraced the fact that I’m dying, we all are, each day– and I kept that close with me, I’d play more often.
“Premeditation of death is premeditation of freedom… He who has learned how to die has unlearned how to be a slave. Knowing how to die frees us from all subjection and constraint.” –Michel De Montaigne
Some of us are looking too far ahead– not into our reality, but fantasy. Forget purpose, pursue goals. Look around you, don’t miss this.
We’re born to a time, use and embrace it.
I’m done being the outcast, I don’t know about you but I’m ready to be a player.
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