FOOLS,
I went too far.
Recently, and by recently— I mean this morning, my shower was interrupted by one of those “fix your life” thoughts. Rather than race to dry off like I normally do, I just sat there contemplating it all (besides, If it’s actually worthy I’ll remember it later…).
How many of you practice Stoicism?
“Not Caring” is and has always been the go-to prescription for most peoples miserable lives–and it makes sense.
If you walk around “caring” about everything going on in the world, you’re going to suffer.
It takes a lot of commitment to care.
And there’s too many things to care about.
Your levels of happiness come from where you fall on this figurative scale:
0= IDGAF
10= This is my braveheart-die-a-hero, hill
When I was a little dweeblet, I overly cared. I’d worry about all the things that could go wrong and try to prevent them, control them, manipulate them. So I suffered a lot— always on edge, nervous, overthinking, always in a hurry and never relaxed.
As life chafed me by, I got tired of living like that.
There’s too many other things to care about, AND what? You’re going to walk around taking on ALL of the world’s burdens?!
So then came my second metamorphosis:
The modern pseudo-stoic.
Using the scale above, I probably dropped from like a 9.5 to a 5.8. Big dip for me.
And yeah, just like that my anxiety was nearly gone, I was bolder, freer, and just more in the moment than usual.
BUT nothing in life stays still, and neither did my place on the scale. If you’re a fake stoic, which I was, Not Giving a PHUCK easily turns into Nihilism.
And it did.
Now you’re just empty, thinking everything is for nothing, and uninspired.
Bigger loser shit than overly caring.
YOU HAVE TO CARE, but about very select things.
I know theres a book on this, but I didn’t read it.
Having a goal, a mission, a belief you’re really about is fulfilling. It brings massive purpose and meaning to your life.
You should CARE deeply about something real to who you are, and for everything else out of your control– that’s where you say fuck it.
So with that, #FOOLFWD
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