What’s up MF.
I change my mind shamelessly.
What you call flip-flops, I call new information.
Reading all the previous posts here are cringy… you’ll notice just how much I pivot from one idea to the next. And up until recently, it was hard to settle down on my own path.
The reason for this was simple: I didn’t understand my why behind the paths I chose. I knew why I wanted to win, and reach my destination. But I undervalued the specific vehicles for getting there.
Until I realized something:
Everything you make is for you.
If the thing you chose doesn’t bring you some unusual amount of peace, joy, and connection– it ain’t “your thing.”
I’m not saying drop it either, maybe it’s your thing for getting bread, but it isn’t the thing that will bring you spiritual wholeness.
I can’t not want money and fame. It’s just in me, always was and will be. And though I know it’s an empty pursuit, it’s one I’ll fulfill— life’s short and I’ve wanted it for quite some time.
However, I have my soul food too.
So, while I’m securing bread and trying to grow my personal stock to high demand– I’m writing, for me.
I have my soul food, but the junk food tastes good too.
I don’t all or nothing.
I don’t say yes to mastery, but no to fun.
I want it all.
If I had to choose, I’d choose wrong– by most peoples standards. Luckily, I don’t.
There is no right or wrong way to exist here. Find what brings you peace, do that.
Til next time,
FOOLON.
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