Sup MF.
If you can turn down that BTS record, you’ll notice a movie playing in the background– this ones based on what could be a true story.
We’ve got things we kind-a like, kind-a want, kind-a think about, but no real commitment.
Kind-a won’t cut it. Your lame kind-a goals are an intellectual kind– which means you had to convince yourself to do it. Those aren’t real goals, they’re backed by the rational mind… what it takes is desire.
For most things, in fact almost everything, the mind is a broken record.
It plays the same hurt, dreams, aspirations, excuses, etc. It’s always repeating and we hear a new sound each time because we experience different every go around.
There’s not much to be gained from a broken record– other than sameness, which you don’t want… you really don’t want.
But there is a sameness that you ought to pay attention to.
A movie the mind pulls you into– but you try not to watch for too long. It’s a recurring dream, while awake. That thing you always entertain in the back of your mind, but some how fear.
It’s completely normal to fear it– it’s a real dream, it’s supposed to scare you. The reason it does is because you can’t keep your current life and have it.
And that type of uncertainty makes you shaky.
But the alternative is a passionless lifeless existence.
Which… that sound like an alternative to you?
You come alive in those moments of film– seeing it in others. When you interact or see people who resemble something to your movie, you’ll feel it.
It’s your job to give birth to that movie.
That’s why you’re here.
There’s nothing else.
The movie that keeps playing— make it. Record it. Do it.
Stop convincing yourself. Pay attention to what your mind keeps playing, at first, you’ll only see a glance. But when you get good at it, you’ll start to see enough to only see it.
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