Belief regulates emotion.
The reason you go back and forth between your goals is because of an undefined identity. Maybe you see yourself as being able to do anything or in your mind you’re just super talented.
But this is damaging.
Life by nature involves pain- and most of us choose to distract ourselves from this. If we’re going to take a new direction and change our lives, we have to be purposeful in how we do it.
We’re restless because we abuse imagination.
You allow yourself to suffer comparing yourself to others, choosing goals too far from your present ability, because you don’t know yourself… and it’s arrogant to assume you do.
No one does. We have to get to know ourselves.
I’m always craving escape.
It’s like no matter where I am, this deep internal dissatisfaction finds me and calls to make a jump, start over, chase chimeras and pots of gold at random rainbow ends.
My theory for why this is?
Definition.
Defining ourselves as human is not enough. Your zodiac sign is not enough. Culture, race, background, education, job, all that shit… nothing.
You need to define what you are, what you stand for, and who you want to become- only then is the urge mitigated.
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