It took awhile, but I finally got it. And although I’m still often hit with the urge to jump, I don’t- because there is no where else to go.
All I ever wanted was freedom.
Not the turn 18, and now you’re an adult- kind.
The freedom to live life on my own terms, to live fully, unapologetically, and to do what I want when I want.
For whatever reason, I had it in my mind that you could find this freedom. I guess I thought if you stumbled into your one true passion, it inevitably would lead to this.
I’ve since learned, doing the above only leads to delusion, and ironically, the opposite of freedom.
You have to build.
I chose one thing that I was inclined for, and no, it still isn’t an all consuming love relationship. However, I feel myself getting better, improving, and increasingly interested in the subject.
I’ve hit a point where I’m happy to commit to this because at least it fits me.
At least with this, I’m met with progress.
What did chasing chimeras ever bring me? Depression.
Fulfillment comes from engagement. That’s what these guru-preneurs leave out.
You don’t need a random course to find your one true calling, or any of that crap. What you find yourself interested in is the starting point. Everything you choose reveals who you are, so start there.
Commit to living in the now, in one year you’ll be so much farther than you ever imagined.
#StayFoolish
Comments are closed.