I used to casually back out of things last minute as soon as I got them.
Guess it was my way of protecting myself from change— which is stupid, because I wanted that change.
But what would happen is I’d get to the point where it’s time to deliver, and you can’t fake delivery, so at the very last second, I’d bounce.
I always wrote this off as “the opportunity/scenario just wasn’t a right fit” but today I see it as my final mountain.
You’re burning away your weaknesses when you grow through them.
The moment you decide to WALK through uncertainty, to show up and sit in discomfort, to do the damn thing and if you fail, you fail, but at least you showed up—this is where the alchemical process of growth happens.
Everything else is bullshit.
If you want change for the better, the kind that can lead to that dream life, you have to move beyond where you normally back out.
There is no other way but forward.
–FOOL
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