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Every year is Senior year, til you graduate

How’d you Tee off your future?

My senior year was fucking awesome, but why?

Going into it, I knew I was leaving.

This was temporary.

Prior to that I was a loser-take-everything-serious kinda kid–like those depressed melancholy artists except I never made shit.

Because of that, I wanted to have fun for once. I wanted to taste MORE life, do bold shit, live recklessly.

Why not?

It is your final year after all.

So just like that, from day 1, from the start, I BECAME THAT PERSON.

And surprise surprise, life matched me.

What I put out, I got back.

And to this day, I CONSIDER THAT YEAR MY FIRST.

That’s the philosophy of Maddfool.

To live as if this is it. This is all we have and it’s all coming to an end–because it is.

It ain’t easy.

You’re up against it.

Every single side today will fuck you out of joy. The Left, Right, Men, Women, and the Undecided, follow any of these groups and its just some negative bullshit on how the world is fucked and you’re not good enough.

My advice, fuck em.

They’re not going anywhere.

And I’m not consuming that stupid shit.

There’s a movie to make, YOUR MOVIE. And you’ll either star in it or be one of those angry extras who never gets any screen time.

Your choice.

–FOOL

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Inside-Out Actors, acting

People of power understand some things common folk just don’t, and that is “appearances are everything.”

Read about any of the greats from Julius Ceasar to George Sand, neither try to get the bag by being real.

Authenticity does feel good, but it’s ultimately boring so if you have goals, leave that shit for close friends.

I don’t think acting is fake, actually– I think it’s peak you.

We all play into characteristics we already have, the key is knowing how to bring your most interesting insides out.

Most of “making it” is just being bold enough to step on stage and audition. The majority of people won’t speak up, out, command presence– instead, they hide.

They lay low.

And then they’re somehow surprised they live a lame life.

If you have any goals, being that “guy or girl”, that popular joy to be around type person WILL only help.

And it’s funny, because the more you play it the less it’s acting.

We all want a break from the tiredness of being what we are, realize no ones holding you down. No ones forcing your role.

Reject your past and recreate a better character.

Let out your boldest insides.

Step on stage.

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Passion is STILL Underrated

Despite how many of these celebrities, entrepreneurs, and successful people spew the “follow your passion” advice, it’s still underrated.

I used to think it was money and fame.

That it’d be that combination key to unlock the dream life… I was half right.

Without something meaningful– life is void of LIFE (excitement, play, love, fulfillment).

The challenge is finding it, and the search alone can drive you mad. Which is why you need to maintain the right mindset in your search.

And that mindset is one of play.

As soon as you get serious– you’ll start to feel a little tension, and that’ll invite desperate energy which will have you copying others, trying to force something to be a passion that isn’t.

If I’ve learned anything from what worked for me (and I tried it all), it’s this: You don’t need to go anywhere. You don’t need to read books, or meditate/journal.

All you need to do is watch yourself.

What excites you?

Take on different jobs– work is the best way to find it. Explore. Try shit. The only way to lose is to judge yourself.

Be curious about the things that make you–you.

And like that, you’ll move towards it.

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Do you Live or Exist (in a mad world)?

In this incarnation, you’ll face many difficulties.

For starters, you have the recurring final bosses– maintaining your health, shelter, social life, and all the good stuff that comes with biological maintenance.

Hard ’nuff.

Added to that, is now the peasants, peons, & peanut-brained imbeciles who want to take what you’ve got from you.

You know it’s bad, but what are you supposed to do about it?

People lose their careers for opinions, get canceled for thinking, and are told what vitamins to take daily if they want to participate in looney tunes— and they don’t want to, but living off grid isn’t reasonable.

You’re not wrong, the world is as it was, a shitshow.

That said, universal truth is the only thing that remains when chaos does its work and grants another clean slate.

So, What is true?

You are an individual.

But YOU CAN SELL THAT SOUL.

Join a group, repeat their twisted mantras and affirmations and out of nowhere, that once rich internal landscape is now… barren, void, and filled with your regimes cup.

I don’t give af what side you’re on– left, right, up, down, the price of entry is individuality. I don’t think people are aware of what that means.

If you like being an empty nihilistic bot who can’t see nuance, disregard this post and this site, and leave.

For those of you chasing fulfillment, let me share where I believe it comes from: Individuation.

That means to become what one is.

An individual.

Groups hate individuals, a group can’t function if it has freethinkers constantly checking its bullshit fucked up ideas.

But going solo is lonely, so most people sacrifice some of themselves to join a “community.”

Well, don’t– it’s never worth it.

What you have is changing constantly. Today you have less, tomorrow more, and so it goes for life.

But who you are is who you are, that should be protected at all costs.

MY answer to living in a mad world, is to be a practitioner of aggressive individuality.

BE WHO YOU ARE and reject everything else, ALL OF IT.

–FOOL

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Not even your toxic ex could f**k you up this bad…

Bold statement incoming.

The absolute surest way to waste, wither, and deplete what’s left of your life is dreaming.

Counter intuitive?

Well, dreamers are people who never do shit, and that whole, “it started with a dream” …for most people that’s how it ends.

Just about everything you can think of has become fetishized in some way. Law of attraction, positive thinking, affirmations, you name it– its probably got a best selling book on it somewhere.

Looks like the magical philosophies are more fun to mentally masturbate to.

No one wants the practical go and get it advice, so when Jordan Peterson says we need our fathers, most people don’t wanna hear that shit.

It’s more fun to believe we’re the handsomest and prettiest and smarterests our mommies tell us we are.

They might not tell your mom you’re an ugly ass disgusting infant, but wait long enough and you’ll figure it out.

It’s true, we need our dads– belts in hand to whip the bitch out of us.

And in this literal and metaphorical analogy, think of Mom as potential and Dad as reality. Sure, you’ve got potential… somewhere… maybe.

But the only way to become anything, to become whatever is inside of you is to SUBMIT to reality.

You have to let go of your fantasies.

STOP DREAMING.

Put some restraints on your life, thats how to get somewhere.

—FOOL

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