Take ur beating kid

You came to realize something these last couple years, and it’s that my solution to my fear of failure was to not try at all. LOSER. And If I didn’t care to begin with, the results didn’t say anything about me (so i thought) —-BUT the not participating did. The mistake was looking for ways around failure— not being caught when I needed to be, not dealing with and learning the lessons from my mistakes. I avoided it there, to live it here. That’s how it works- you actually don’t get away with anything. You just pay it later. So whatever you do, just deal with it now. It’s way less painful and faster this way.