I Cry For You

I cry for you. I blamed you for it. I couldn’t cry for me because I wouldn’t for you, but I cry for you. I’ve been so angry towards you, I made myself forget the truth i SAW, I experienced with u, because of what others explained about my world. Their sight blinded my sight and truth about who u are, and who you always were. I was the only one with you, I saw it, and then the last near decade i made myself forget it. I let myself live making u an antagonist. But you never stopped putting me before you, and i just decided that that was u trying to weaken me, to control me, to keep me down. Every saint action, every act of love, i excused and wrote off as malice. Thats how sick i am. I let myself believe lies from others about you, than what I SAW AND LIVED WITH U. But today I remembered what actually happened, and i cry for you. Because no one could ever love someone that much and i don’t deserve that.