There’s nothing existential about your struggle and if you don’t want to deserve anything that’s entirely up to you.
You can live humble, with lack, feeling guilty, and self-preserving.
You can worry about the future and what it will bring, when you’ll have it all figured out, and how long you’ll continue to suffer.
You can live like shit, like you always have, constantly dissatisfied, a stranger to your inner child, uncomfortable with your adult self, and lost in your direction.
OR
You can F**K ALL of that, and choose to take it by the balls.
Who makes these laws? Why be conservative in how you live? Why be humble? Why be shy, insecure, unsure of yourself, uncomfortable with yourself, lame?
We all pop out of an assembly line, live overly cautious lives and keep our heads down, not attracting attention to ourselves, never speaking out of turn, just wobbling around… until finally we die.
And on our death beds, what do we have to look back on?
A life well-lived, or completely avoided?
You’re an expert con-man. You’re a bullshitter. You somehow managed to convince yourself that YOU won’t die, that you’re not dying, that you somehow have time to do it all.
Allow me to enlighten you… you’re already a deadman walking.
So do whatever the f**k you want. There is no such concept of deserve, right, wrong, and all your little pleasantries.
It’s short, you’ll one day find how quickly it all concludes. Until then, I suggest you live by YOUR rules.
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